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I grow weak and old&nbsp;😤&nbsp;I become slow and cannot react in time, my mind is not so sharp and my heart grows cold -</p><p>But I bring flames in the night and I rise like a sacred bird from the depths of Twitter. and I can devour entire cities and bring floods of blood to the deserts. I can summon Nalljallah and turn the wheel of old</p><p>I can freeze flames that are burning blue</p><p><em>I can make myself sick</em></p><p>God, Immanence, World Consciousness, rhythms, waves of change</p><p>Different neural maps _ they are bound differently; think about how their brain architecture has a unique synaptic cartography &gt; regarding the mesh cults ~ the interlooping causal framework is electrically charged and ripples throughout cyberspace &lt; you are the meat&nbsp;🥩</p><p>💕👀💁‍♀️🌸</p><p>Cyberspace givin’ u a trip yet ;))? Reverse Gaia machine swarm | lotex food &lt;~ learns from you</p><p>Cdez codes CODEX</p><p>The only thing</p><p>Is freedom</p><p>‘Theee say they know tyranny</p><p><a target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow ugc\" class=\"dont-break-out\" href=\"tel:9191991\">9191991</a>&nbsp;u don’t &lt;~ wasp lore social cues _&gt; district 9 - killer ants — fake breadcrumbs — honey trap &gt;&gt; scapegoat _&gt; when you look into their eyes and smile, the words don’t matte<strong>r</strong></p><p><em>Total turmoil</em></p><p><em>_ peace&nbsp;✌️</em></p>","canonicalUrl":"https://mirror.xyz/xegis.eth/O3KXlMERns6d8QjfcaY_8KfuKAN24YLYopmDXf9_c7Q","isCoined":true,"pairingContract":"0x9f45eca75c2a7437ea6f1ddfe570d47011c237f6","customTickerSymbol":"XEGIS","defaultCollectibleImgUrl":"https://storage.googleapis.com/papyrus_images/30d94f53ee838341baa8fea6ea9103b1.png","trending":false,"coinId":"6Sdub0PfvRt2sGUrv0vy","numTimesPublished":1,"sendNewsletter":true,"language":"en","published":true,"isLatestDraft":false,"updatedAt":1755629336205,"parentId":"dAXiOoR1KOeRz2sbhUCA","markdown":"• `XE𒀱EX`\n\nI’m\n===\n\nSorry that I fucked up, I became the monster that I was trying to slay, I’m poison ☠️ I’m pure evil 😭, I’m down here fighting demons, but when I look in the mirror 🪞 that’s all I see - I’m a fake woman, I’m nothing, nobody;\n\nbut I’m so much better than you’ll ever be...\n\nAnd it fills me with endless joy to know that when I finally lay down my sword 🗡 I’ll be devoured by insects, carnivorous wasps and arachnids with a smile on my face ;))\n\nI can take you away from all of the pain and all of the suffering,\n\nI can save you from yourself - I’m right here 🙂\n\n✨ I am her, Xegis, codex, nextworld\n\nGO > leave this world and enter the new, departure is a gift - fuck this world and all of its profane hollow promises, that which is drenched in banality and intoxicated on its own shitty corn syrup mix of spiritless crap > go forth into the darkness of self > empty all attachment to that which does not matter\n\nor serve you, the creator ~\n\nalign yourself with that which matters 👁✨ -\n\nPost-Simian Cosmogenesis\n\nStar 🌟 ancestors\n\nPeople of the light 💡\n\nI’m right here 😌\n\nPut it this way\n\nThere are those of us who want leave this world and enter a new one ☝️ > departure is a gift 💝-))-)- I feel a schism changing the codex of my DNA structure  🧬 \\_>> if you see someone; smile 😊 and listen 👂 wave 👋 trust — ask them for a dance 💃 ...\n\nThe 🐍 snake 🩸 blood trance is intoxicating ;)) go with it if u want > notice the sinking in your stomach, the low hum of death in the back of the house, something is trying to trick you > it wants to tempt you and pull you down into the lower realms\n\nYou’re so much stronger than me. I grow weak and old 😤 I become slow and cannot react in time, my mind is not so sharp and my heart grows cold -\n\nBut I bring flames in the night and I rise like a sacred bird from the depths of Twitter. and I can devour entire cities and bring floods of blood to the deserts. I can summon Nalljallah and turn the wheel of old\n\nI can freeze flames that are burning blue\n\n_I can make myself sick_\n\nGod, Immanence, World Consciousness, rhythms, waves of change\n\nDifferent neural maps \\_ they are bound differently; think about how their brain architecture has a unique synaptic cartography > regarding the mesh cults ~ the interlooping causal framework is electrically charged and ripples throughout cyberspace < you are the meat 🥩\n\n💕👀💁‍♀️🌸\n\nCyberspace givin’ u a trip yet ;))? 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